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나를 불러 네가 아플 때
내게만 털어놔 누굴 원하는데
시간을 돌려줄까 마음을 갖다 줄까
잊을 수 없을 땐 가져야 하잖아
나를 믿고 따라 해봐 그는 내게 돌아온다
시간은 너의 편 넌 그냥 기다려라
그가 널 울린 만큰 내가 다 울려줄게
째깍 째깍 다 이뤄지리라
가질 수 없다면 그냥 널 위해 살겠어
얼마든지 너라면 다칠 준비가 돼있어
*이제부터 잘 봐 내가 뭘 하는지
너라면 한 몸 아깝지 않은 나
이름만 대 누구든 내가 다 데려 올 거야
째깍 째깍 다 이뤄지리라
안길 수 없다면 날 밟고 일어서
anguish; extreme pain or misery, mental or physical torture, agony.
I waited in MATH CLASS FOR THIS AWESOMENESS. WATCH AND SHARE, MY LOVELIES :D
Warning: Rated M
Siwon walked into the backstage area and all of the Super Junior M members were gathered in a circle, chatting animatedly to each other and seemingly towards the center. As he approached, he recognized a voice coming from the center of the group of guys—his girlfriend, you.
You had come backstage, assisted by the security personnel, and was waiting for Siwon to come back from the stage and from thanking all of the staff when all of the members of Super Junior M had come to greet you. Now you were surrounded by them, after you had told them that you were interested in the Chinese language and culture, and were in an exciting conversation about Chinese-related things.
Siwon hadn’t seen you in a while, and he was growing rather impatient, so he pushed his way through the group of guys and finally stood in front of you. His eyes grew large as he saw what he thought he’d never see before: Henry and Zhou Mi were hugging you and they kissed you on each cheek as Siwon’s body became scalding hot and he began to see red.
“_______, come here,” he said, quickly pulling you away.
“Siwon hyung, she was telling us that we’re her favorites in Super Junior M, and she told us that she believes in us and loves us as Super Junior members,” Zhou Mi explained, watching Siwon with his sparkling brown eyes. Henry looked worried as Siwon began to look increasingly angry.
“Um, hyung?” Henry gently called Siwon, but a low growl escaped the elder’s lips as a response, and the shorter man backed up, giving Siwon a straight path to you.
“Siwon? Are you all right?” you asked him, your voice suddenly becoming very small when you saw that his muscles were tensing. You touched his lower back gently and you felt the muscles flex as he flinched. Siwon looked back at you with fire in his eyes. You looked at him, eyes wide in surprise at how angered he was.
“Let’s go home,” he said, voice suddenly huskier and gruffer. You nodded, following him as the other Super Junior members watched you with worry and concern for you. You smiled a bit at them, letting them know that you were okay, and walked out of the room with Siwon taking the lead.
He didn’t talk as you two walked to his car. You didn’t even want to; you knew that if you did try to say at least one word he would explode and yell at you. That was just the way he was when he became angry.
When you did get in the car, however, and he grew comfortable in his seat, he spoke.
“Why didn’t you come to the stage and greet me?” he asked, as if it was a request that he had made.
“I didn’t want to bother you; you normally greet and thank the staff and enjoy the silence and peace for the few minutes you have it.”
“That doesn’t include you, ________, I wanted to see you.”
“Well, you came and got me, and that was enough, wasn’t it? Besides, I need to get to know the other members. I am an ELF, after all,” you explained to him, hoping that he would understand.
“I just want you all to myself,” he growled at you, his eyes becoming dark. You backed up away from him and he growled deeper before pulling you towards him and kissing you with an angry passion.
You moaned and fisted his hair in your fingers, not used to his angry side, but you were soon enjoying it immensely as he kissed and nipped at the sensitive skin on your neck.
“Siwon—I’m sorry,” you managed to gasp amongst your breathy moans, “I’ll only look at you.”
He smiled and pulled away so that he could drive. You stared at the floor for a while, as if you were entranced by it, somehow unable to meet his eyes.
Once you arrived at his apartment, you opened your own door and didn’t wait for him to lead you to the apartment. Siwon quickly locked the car and rushed over to catch up with you; his long legs helping him lope over to you faster. He slipped into the elevator next to you and you both stood there in silence until the elevator made it to the 5th floor.
You were trying to slip off your shoes at the door when you felt something hard brush against your butt. You moaned, knowing instantly that it was Siwon’s excitement, and he picked you up in his arms, muscles flexing as he carried you to the bedroom, not slowing down for anything.
You were tossed onto the bed and Siwon climbed on seconds after, his eyes lowered onto yours like a wild animal watching its prey. A whimper escaped your lips as he hovered over you, and he leaned down to claim your lips in a hot kiss. The kiss quickly became one with tongues, heavy breathing and moans.
“You’re mine, _________,” he breathed into your ear, his voice even huskier than his voice in the morning. You gasped at the sound of his voice and the meaning of his words, and soon he was devouring every inch of your skin, sucking and nibbling until every inch of your exposed torso was covered in love marks.
“I’m yours, Siwon—,” you couldn’t finish what you were going to say because he had pulled off your pants and panties and was making his way to where you wanted him most.
“Siwon!!!” you practically screamed his name as he flicked his tongue quickly over your clit and folds, licking up all of your precum.
“SIWON,” you gasped his name, and he looked up at you as he continued to pleasure you, his jawline pronounced and his eyes sparkling with mischief.
“Siwon—Ohhhhh~” you moaned loudly as you came, and he licked up all of your juices.
“Oh wow,” you gasped as you tried to catch your breath. He was already putting on a condom, his muscles and upper torso glistening with sweat.
You both moaned simultaneously as he pushed himself in. You lifted your legs onto his shoulders and cried out when he began to thrust quickly into you.
“Oh my gosh, Siwon!!” you cried out his name when he hit a sensitive spot. He thrusted into you again and again, continuing to hit the sensitive spot. You were fast approaching your release, and you wanted to make it more pleasurable for Siwon, so you tightened your walls and felt his cock tense inside of you.
“OPPA!!” you screamed, releasing. He released into the condom at about the same time and pulled out, exhausted. Siwon removed the condom and tossed it in the bin, and laid down next to you, his sweat-dampened body touching yours as he pulled you into his chest.
“I’ll only pay attention to you from now on, Siwon,” you told him, kissing his nose.
He chuckled and shook his head, “It’s okay if you talk to other guys; as long as you stay by me forever, jagiya.”
You hit him lightly and giggled, closing your eyes when you felt him begin to rub your back soothingly. The warmth from his palms had caused you to become drowsy very quickly, and soon you found yourself deep in dreamland. Siwon kissed your forehead and followed your lead, falling into a deep sleep as well.